Wonderland: Enemies to Lovers, Bad Boy, Rockstar Romance (Steel Roses Book 3) by B.L. Wilde

Author:B.L. Wilde [Wilde, B.L.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-02-02T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eleven

One Year Later

When you lose one child, a piece of you dies. Miscarrying another four…that shit breaks you in two. I didn’t even know who I was any more. Alex and I were constantly fighting. So much that Liv had moved out of the mansion with Shane for a little while. I was ignoring my parents' phone calls. Diego was still trying to get through to me, but all I wanted was to be left alone. At least Alex had someone he could talk to. We'd been to countless hospital appointments, believing there had to be something wrong with my body. I could get pregnant easily enough. It was keeping the baby that I had an issue with. There had to be some small detail that had been overlooked. Maybe my blood was too thick, my womb might have issues, perhaps my hormones weren’t producing enough HCG. We checked my egg quality and Alex’s sperm count, too, praying our doctor would find something that he could fix!

That was the sickest joke of all, thinking I could be fixed. If the universe was trying to tell me something, it was that I'd always been destined to fail. There was nothing wrong with my body, I was simply unlucky! There was nothing that could be done that hadn’t already been tried. After five losses, it wasn’t easy to accept that it was just one of those things! Why did this keep happening to us?

“I can’t do this anymore, Nat!” Alex’s cold words tore me apart after our fifth miscarry. He didn’t want to try again? Was he done? “I can’t keep putting you through this. It’s fucking killing me! We’ve tried…five fucking times. I won’t get you pregnant again.”

“You can’t make that choice, Alex!” I yelled, tears falling thick and fast down my cheeks. “Can’t we at least talk about it?”

“No! My decision is fucking final! I’m going to talk to the doctor about getting sterilised!” NO! He couldn’t do this! This wasn’t just his decision to make! “You can hate me all you want, but I will not watch another piece of you die while you miscarry. This last one almost finished me! It’s fucking pulling us apart, goddammit! There are more options than you having a baby. We could always adopt. My sperm has already been frozen. We could look at a surrogate if you get your eggs harvested.” What the fuck was he saying? Did he really think I could watch another woman carry our child!?

“Why don’t you fucking go out and fuck someone else and get her pregnant? That’s practically what a surrogate does anyway!” I seethed, pushing at his chest. “You fucking asshole!”

“You know it’s nothing like that! Once you calm down, you’ll understand why I’m doing this.” Alex tried to touch my face, but I pulled away. At that moment, I hated him! The pain on his face didn’t even affect me. “I’m going to stay with Cody for a few days. Give you some space.

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